How do you find one's self?

So how do you find yourself? I am not lost because I know where I am. But I just don't know where I want to go. We remember when we were young we all wanted to be a Police officer or a Firefighter. I have an idea of things I want to be but just don't know if I could fit in.

Some of the things that I would like to be.

• Translator of ASL, French, and maybe Spanish.
• Computer Network Tech (IT)
• Laying cableing for Networks.
• Educator, (teacher type person)

I have been thinking of what I wanted to be lately as right now I feel like I am in a rut. I love my job don't get me wrong, but sometimes I come home saying I wish I could do more. My passion lives with people and communication. I love people, to study them, to work with them, and just understand them. I just don't know where I am going. I feel like I am lost. Uurson says that it is normal to lose onself at my age. But really I don't like feeling lost. I don't like not knowing where I want to go.

Another part of me wants to be a perfectionist. That part of me is very disconcerning as my life is not perfect which I have just accepted as a fact. I just hope soon enough I can find myself. I just need to keep reminding myself that something will come up and say.. Pick me. I am what you want to do. Well I off till another day.

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Car Trouble

In our household we have 4 cars to speak of, a pick up truck that is Zack's, an 86 Toyota Camry, a 95 Suzuki Sidekick and an 01 Toyota Echo. Now of those 4 cars, 2 of which actually run. The pick up truck and the Echo.

Now we know what is wrong with the Sidekick, and well the Camry that is kind of known. Both cars have been out of commission for almost a year now. The reason they were not attended to before is because we are your typical american family. We live paycheck to paycheck. I hate living like this, but during this time we had no money to spare. Myself and my husband were getting married at this time.

Well we got our tax return, (my tax return) and we spent it fixing our cars. We are planning on moving here soon and we are needing to downsize everything. I hate hauling and waiting for the last minute. So last weekend we started our quest to get the car fixed. The Sidekick was an easy fix, sorta. It was the starter about a 100$ fix. We got the starter and attempted to start the car. It didn't start. So we tried to charge the battery. But the battery was dead. It didn't want to start. So we bought a new battery. $70 fix. It started like a charm. I was thrilled. Especially since this car is my first car ever. I still need to get a day pass as the tabs expired, take it to emissions and get the tabs. Then after that I need to get the Intrument cluster. The price tag on that.... Unknown yet.

The camry on the other hand, it needed a new timing belt. So a friend bought it for us. (we have great friends) We then took the car apart to get it going then... we didn't have the right tool for the job. We had to go on the great hunt for the correct tool. Then finally after months, and months of searching and having the funds to get it together, we just bought the tool. It was a whole $17 after taxes. Now we have everything put together we tried to start it sat. It did not want to start, the battery was dead. This time it just needed to be charged. But it still won't turn over. So our friend is going to come over and fix the blessed thing.

Now in my case, I could care less if the Camry gets fixed or not, but LJ wants it fixed. She takes the bus like I do, but she is going to be working graveyard and would like some wheels. I don't blame her but the Camry has been stolen not once but 3 Times. It's electrical system isn't stable, and it is just not worth it. I want to call a junk yard to pick it up so that it can be toast. But I have to try to fix it as LJ thinks she wants it. She even says she will buy it from us. I perk my ears when I hear money in the situation. Especially since she doesn't even pay us rent right now.

My other car runs well and since Zack's car doesn't really count, we won't mention it much. Here is another day in the life of Kitty. We just say...Take it one day at a time.
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Meeting the family

Well as I am planning on posting more regularly I should probably introduce our family.

Kitty~ This is me. I am currently a Quality Analyst for WDS Global. I listen to peoples calls and grade them a scale in which our contract requires. (lots of messed up worlds) I am a huge fan of Hello Kitty, and have the collection to go with it.

Uurson~ This is my husband. He is currently an IT admin for a small Insurance broker. He loves Dragons and doesn't do well with heat. He served some time in the navy as a result he can not deal with high temps, anything over 60 degrees. He is also a diabetic.

Matt~ This my Cousin-in-law. He is currently not working because of health concerns. He is one messed up puppy. He loves Orcas and Video games. Uurson and myself take care of him as at times he forgets to do it himself.

LJ~ This is my birthday twin. She is currently a human answering service. She loves art and crafts. She currently lives with us as her husband is paying attention more to WoW (World of Warcaft) than to her.

Zack~ This is our roomate. He currently does not work as he says he can't find a job. Soon enough he will not be in the picture as we are going to move on.

People you may hear about later on are as follows.

Mama Kitty~ This is my mom. She gets her own nick name.
Santa~ This is Matt's dad
Joe~ This is LJ's husband
Dad~ This is my dad.

Well this is our family and I hope you love reading about our life.
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Pictures

So as promised I have some pictures for you all.

These were taking by photographer number 2.

These were taken by all of my guests.

There will be more to come as I get them. I still have to find the pictures my grandmother gave me and the ones that I still haven't recieved from photographer number 1.

I will update later with those.

Here is the Grandmother pix!!!!!!

Wedding post.

So I am typing the first blog since I got married. Congrats to me... :) Well the pictures are to come as I want to get all of them in before I post them. I want to apologize now for the disorderly way this post is going to be but here we go.


The wedding rehearsal went well with one exception. WE WERE LATE!!!! We were almost an hour late, but that stemmed from being late from the "make over" I had planned. So we get to dinner late and then after dinner we arrived almost a half hour late. We got there and we were conversing and getting things organized. My photographer failed to show up; found out that night he was sick. The music guy failed to show up, found out later that his car broke down and he had to go to the hospital with pneumonia. After everyone arrived the Person whom was gonna marry us had to hurry things along and so she had us line up. After great discussion we finally line up, but one of my bride's maids has a service dog. And my matron of honor decided it was a good idea to step on the service dog's tail. The dog wrapped around her owner and tripped her. Now if this was a normal person whom didn't have her child in her hands and was stable she would have been fine.. but she fell.

Uurson (husband) took the child from the bridesmaid as she picked herself up off of the floor. At that time we did not know that she hit her head. Mind you again if she was a normal person she would have been okay, but in this case she has a soft spot on her head. At this time she was okay but later on it would be much worse.

We finally did the run through and got the flock out of there. Myself and Uurson got home along with the Matron of honor and a friend so that we could pack. We had to pack to go to the hotel the night before the wedding. After the Matron of Honor and myself got packed we left for the hotel.

The hotel... now that was fun. I had to call Uurson as I forgot I needed the debit card to check in. Got to the hotel checked in got everything up the stairs and got dressed to go get some drinks and food. We went to the place down the street for some drinks and some food. We had Nachos for a late night snack. I had a Malibu mai tai and a White Russian. The matron of Honor had a few shots of Whisky. We played some tunes and a round of Pool.

The next day we had to get our hair done and and eat some food and then we were on our way. We got lost in the process but then found our way. We got there on time. Me, LJ (the matron of honor) and Her husband. I found out that the bride's maid that fell was not attending as she had a migraine bad enough to make her cry. Got the make up done and then it was time for dressing. Got dressed and by the end of it all we were a HALF HOUR LATE for the start. We started up the stairs and wanted to ensure the Groom is no where in site of myself.

We started the ceremony. After the Walking down the aisle and attempting to trip on my dress. Got up the stairs and then started with our vows to each other, lighting the candle, Almost caught my veil on fire. Following that we exchanged vows again along with rings, then did our Handfasting with our cords. Then after that we did the whole seal the deal with a kiss and the announcing the bride and groom.

After the recessional we go through the party line. We hug everyone that came to our wedding and then after everyone has seen us we then get introduced to the people as Mr. and Mrs. We get right down to the toast, then to the cake cutting, the marriage license signing, and then pictures. After the Pictures we do the boquet toss and then the garter toss followed by the 1st dance.
Boy did we ever have all of our bases covered. After the reception Uurson got out of his suit, he was getting hot. Then our friends helped pack the car with our gifts and then I packet myself into the car then off we went to the hotel.

After that point we went out to dinner and then well.. we called it a night.

We obtained some killer gifts. So I wanted to thank those who offered their gifts to us. Here is a list of some of the noteable things we got.
1. Kitchen Aid
2. Microwave (we sooo needed one)
3. Small George foreman grill
4. Pyrex set
5. Rubbermaid storage set
6. Cook book
7. Poetry art
8. Gift cards
9. House Dragon (stuffed kind)
10. Tapestry
11. Wine bottle Light
12. Photo album
13. Cash.
14. Cards lot and lots of cards

Everything was well recieved and very much thankful for. Now all I have to obtain is my damn camera. I don't want anything special but a good digital camera for taking memoriable pictures for those who are far away.
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Update Coming soon

As my update is going to be huge I wanted to let you all know that... YES I do plan on updating, but No It won't be until tomorrow. It is gonna catch you guys up for the last two months.

So Stay tuned..............
See ya